I know I get answers to the questions I ask the universe. I’ve also learned that I can get in a dark space when I can’t get what I want. Like a toddler, only I’m having the ongoing tantrum in my head.
A few months ago I had a lot of questions around my body, and building muscle on a plant based diet. I began to question in myself my value systems – do I value a healthy, disease free body or a lean, muscle body? Do I have to choose one or the other?
Then voila I meet Aryana, then the Vegan body builder, then Aryana lends me a copy of the book Thrive Fitness: The Program for Peak Mental & Physical Strength Fuled by Clean, Plant-Based, Whole Food Recipes by Brendan Brazier (fellow Canadian!)
The book was awesome and really taught me how a plant-based diet could support my healing, workouts and desired body type. I got to the recipe section and was so excited to see that he had recipes for pre and post workout fuel.
But then… BAM! My heart dropped. I’m in Vietnam! I don’t have access to Maca, protein powders, and the other power foods that he lists in his recipes. Suddenly I felt powerless. And this sensation gnawed at me all morning until
I realized in the afternoon that I was feeling quite down. And my root thought was “no control”.
After sitting with this for a while, I remembered something that Shawn-the-body-builder told me at the Vegan restaurant. He detoxed and cleansed his body for quite a while and lost a lot of weight before he regained strength and was able to get stronger than ever before. Plus put muscle back on. He had to break down before he could build up. This really resonated with me that now is my time to heal. And later I can explore muscle.
Plus there are always two sides to that want coin. Here I am in Vietnam at a time where I truly need to be. I have access to constant sunshine, the meditative ocean, and maybe most importantly – the cheap, healing local fresh fruit and vegetables available only 5 minutes away at an outside market.
In Canada, I will not be by the ocean or market, but I will have access to these recipe ingredients.
This has been another lesson for me to be present and grateful for what I do have today. It’s what I’m meant to have. And when I get back to Canada, I will have access to what I’m meant to have there.
I need to flow. I can always get what I want. If I ask for help with the right questions, listen to the answers, and then be patient. Oh man… that patience thing… gimme gimme!!